Wednesday, November 21, 2007

To late to turn back?

I'd like to think that it isn't too late to "turn back" down the road and head away from bulimia. It has become such an addiction that even though I may consume a very small portion of food, it's habit to purge it. The doctors are trying to convince me to agree to inpatient treatment but I honestly don't think I'm at that point in the bulimia process.

I noticed however, that when I am eating small amounts of calories, I'm still feeling very anxious and jittery.

I'm very hopeful that the new eating disorder psychologist will work "some wonders" so that I don't have to spend 30 days away from home and my children.

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